Criminal (full version) by Bette & Dot Tattler

Heaven help me for the way I am. Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done ♫

17th of Oct 2014 •   Comments
Is There Life On Mars? by Elsa Mars

Now she walks through her sunken dream to the seat with the clearest view. And she’s hooked to the silver screen, but the film is a saddening bore for she’s lived it ten times or more 

9th of Oct 2014 •   Comments
Magnetic earrings. I’m not allowed to have real ones.

Magnetic earrings. I’m not allowed to have real ones.

6th of Oct 2014 •   Comments
They were right, I need a haircut.

They were right, I need a haircut.

#me
6th of Oct 2014 •   Comments

FAST FIVE

I think you deserve an unsolicited life update from me tonight.

I am having a terrible time concentrating because there is a seductive bag of chips beside me and I am having an internal debate if I will eat this now or save it for tomorrow.

1. 5 days in on October and I feel perfectly fine despite being in an an almost similar situation as September. There is definitely something different in the air I tell you.

2. Unfollowed ‘fashion’ blogs that posts impossibly good looking guys because according to my stats, SELF-CONFIDENCE is alarmingly low while INSECURITY has reached an all-time high.

3. 6/7 months ago, I’ve posted something about trying toy-modding and probably profit from it but so far I’ve been only able to acquire a single toy that’s been collecting dust ever since and no art supplies to actually use. It’s a pain living in a place with no actual arts and crafts store available (at least to my knowledge) fml

4. I deleted Marvel: Avengers Alliance in Facebook because I feel it draining me once again. I promise to make a permanent retirement from the game this time for nothing good ever came from my ‘relapse’.

5. I want to start reading the Lord of the Rings books already but I was only able to acquire the last two parts of the set and I want to begin with The Hobbit which is the only logical thing to do imo but I was not able to find any with the same cover and it’s been months already can you not see the struggle im dying over here

Yeah. Hi. Good evening!

5th of Oct 2014 •   Comments

Un

Before I left for work, I have Mom blabbering about — enumerating the things we need to pay, cursing the neighbor who refuses to pay the money they borrowed 4 months ago and then wrapping up by asking for my half-month’s pay — same as yesterday. I would normally be so furious about this, my face gnarled to a very unrecognizable wrinkle while detesting the people who invented money that I wish they could be reanimated so I could kill them again but no, I was able to handle it pretty darn well. I can’t, fortunately, seem to get very angry about this. There was a little surge, sure, but not enough to even last a 5-minute internal breakdown.

There were no heavy feelings on the chest or on the belly, no zombie-like daze, no strain on the back, there was not even a dull moment at work today. I’m delighted with how this day turned out. There’s something different in the air today — it’s October. 

Hello, October.

1st of Oct 2014 •   Comments

I can’t wait for September to be over.

This month has been a long and arduous ride. I have never felt so depleted, helpless and increasingly frustrated with each passing day. I go to work with only a half of my usual daily allowance in my pocket, angry, and then spend the rest of the day in a zombie-like daze. Machines in the house started malfunctioning, my brother’s tuition is due, Dad started feeling weak again and Mom, poor Mom, she seems to be getting sick from all that worrying. Then there’s rent delays w/c is the source of our income, and the land we’re selling keeps getting interefered with.

My grade school history teacher told us once that for some reason, life seems to be harder during September, I thought I was the only one who noticed that. Wake me up when September ends indeed. I hate feeling like this, it’s very tiring. I’m so tired. Very, very tired.

I hope October will be different. Only a few hours to go…

30th of Sep 2014 •   Comments

Mesmerizing cinemagraphs by Strasbourg, France-based freelancer Julien Douvier.

27th of Sep 2014 •   Comments
Short haired Korra yo! She did the thing too! And by the looks of it, the Earth Kingdom seems to be the antagonists of this (final) season. I’m so excited!

Short haired Korra yo! She did the thing too! And by the looks of it, the Earth Kingdom seems to be the antagonists of this (final) season. I’m so excited!

27th of Sep 2014 •   Comments

I’ve learned that if a person can go to you and say things about another person so easily, know that he/she can do the same thing behind your back.

27th of Sep 2014 •   Comments

“There were some people who didn’t like the wolf scene. In particular one very important person. And he said, I don’t understand what this scene is doing in the movie. And I would always say to him, I’m not cutting it. That scene is why I’m making the movie.” - Wes Anderson

"And we stop and we see a wolf on a distant hill, and it’s a really beautiful, beautiful scene. It’s like so heart-warming because it’s just a beautiful moment between these foxes and little animals and this really like mysterious wolf who we’ve heard about the entire movie and who doesn’t talk in this scene and he’s not wearing clothes. He’s kind of, he represents I guess, the wild. He’s a wild wolf and animal, and it’s a beautiful moment where they have this great connection, and in that moment, it really like to me the point of that scene is let’s keep on being free. Let’s keep on being animals. And it’s such an uplifting moment, and like when I’ve seen it with audiences, a bunch of people break into huge cheers and hooting. It’s such an awesome, awesome scene. It really just blows my mind." - Jason Schwartzman

23rd of Sep 2014 •   Comments

20 Facts About Me

  1. My full name is Golan Fernando-Canuzo.
  2. It was originally going to be Kris Kristofferson
  3. I am Pampango and Batangueño
  4. I can understand Kapampangan but unable to speak it
  5. I was first honor from Grade 1 until I was in second year high school
  6. I don’t smoke and will never smoke
  7. Reading horror stories scare me more than watching them in movies
  8. No girlfriend since birth
  9. I stand 6’ 1”, sometimes 6’ 2” idk
  10. I still have my very first teddy bear
  11. I don’t like eggplants. I can’t swallow it and for some reason I will throw up automatically if I detect eggplants in my food
  12. Psychology is my 7th college degree choice (in order: Mass Communication, MedTech, RadTech, Physical Therapy, Political Science, Information Technology and finally, Psychology…but I wish I considered a business related course)
  13. I chose my school based on architecture and the surroundings
  14. I have no ‘best’ friend…
  15. I feel uncomfortable if my jeans aren’t tight on the legs
  16. I find my head to be slightly bigger for my body 
  17. I had a brief emo-phase in fashion followed by a kpop androgyny thing…didn’t look good
  18. I had a crush as a kid on my Kimberly(Power Ranger Pink) action figure. I tied a veil on her head and we got married
  19. I like the smell of lit gasoline
  20. I can sense if a person is bullshiting me
22nd of Sep 2014 •   Comments

Best “Don’t Drink and Drive” ad ever.

22nd of Sep 2014 •   Comments
Pour Another by Nick Hakim

Adding this to the songs-to-slow-dance-to-til-dawn playlist. So peacefully beautiful. I insist that you listen to his EP on Soundcloud!

17th of Sep 2014 •   Comments